glAM-____

2006-09-26T22:33:00.000+08:00

OGAY, that was offically the LAST post of this crappy blog.
I've lost all the shine in me..

bye world-

2006-09-26T22:23:00.000+08:00

OMGOSH.
i swear, this time, love has turned into HATE.
yes baby, hate.
i hate you, for being so selfish. i hate you, for loving only yourself. i hate you, for using me, unknowingly. i hate you, for giving false hopes. i hate you, for lying to me, time and time, yet again. i hate you, for being so superficial and materialistic. More importantly, i hate MYSELF for loving you. I hate myself, for falling into this pit of crap and whats not. I hate myself, for making the wrong judgement. Indeed, never judge a book by its cover. This time, I was wrong, so utterly wrong.
If only i could start over again, I swear, I wouldnt have even invest in this friendship.
The pay back that i receive really hurts.I feel like a total loser now. My life had been turned upside down. You made me skeptical about friendships. You make me feel that things would shine at first, but slowly, they will fade away. You made me realise that true love doesn't exist.
Hey now, the damage is done, i cant turn back on track. Help, is really what i need.

2006-09-16T23:00:00.000+08:00

HANDS DOWN, YOU WON.

You really have a way in breaking someone's heart, don't you. Yeah, its so natural for you. You took it, gave me much hope, i admit, i was on cloud nine. I tried so hard to convince myself that you're serious to change this time, yes you will. But now, look where am I now? You broke it, broke it real hard. Wonder when can i just stop avoiding you. This sucks, my life has been turned upside down. Things aren't the same anymore. You used to be a part of me. A close & essential one. It hurts, so badly. You wont understand, accumulated issues makes it so difficult to explain. Maybe its just me & my imagination. Maybe its just over sensitivity, maybe i'm paranoid. Maybe I'm the cause of my own pain. This suck.

HANDS DOWN, you're the clear winner.

2006-09-11T23:30:00.000+08:00

OH WAIT.
that wouldnt be the last post, whoooo.
An aussie christian band performed at our school today.
OH BOY, WERE THEY GOOD !
& the front man is HOT LIKE ANYTHING !
His stage persence is just FAB !
The drummer was LIKE SUPER WHOA as well !
HOHA, and Birthday girl CHRISTINE THERESE BUTTERCUP FERNANDO got called to stage and Zac (front man) shook her hand (!gasp!) & sang her a birthday song :D
But it'd be more fun with the sec3s.
They'd just scream, jump & shout till the technical block just tumble down.
oh boy, i can't wait for Wed's assembly !

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTHIN THERESE BUTTERCUP FERNANDO !!!!
Although its been less than a year, you have certainly brought much laughters, fun, sillie & CRAZY moments with you (just like today). REALLY, WANNA THANK YOU, for being sucha good friend, for being so crazy, supportive. Thanks for being the happy buttercup that can brighten up my bad days. You dont know how much you mean to me man ! YOU'RE JUST GREAT LA !

HAW. I love our crazy phrases we say.
* 5,6,7,8. HOW? *
*1,2,3. INTACT ! *
* yo, yo, yo . YO *
&many more....

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alright, i shall try my best to take picture of Zac & Jeremy and post it (:
HOHA, call me mad.

2006-09-10T01:41:00.000+08:00

PICTURES TAKEN AT THE SJI MINI ROADSHOW.

walking in, JON has arrived !

mobbed, by the SJI boys & his female fans

yeah yeah, that's DEB getting Clara's Macbeth signed.
omg, he's looking at her ! *faints

tsk, just loooook at debbie's happy face, HOHA.

HAWHAW, finally, a picture with JON !
tsk, but we stood too far apart, eh ?

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Jon is the Casanova. Girls are crazy over him. He's got something about him; when he performs, you wanna watch. I make fun of him when he does the ( gestures ‘rock star with outstretched arms' pose ), but it works.
Quoted from Paul2hill.

hmmmmm, don't we all agree? YESSSSSS !!!

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Alright, hmmm, this is gonna be my last post (maybe) as I'm deleting my blog soon. HOHA.

As this marks the end of everything, the every single effort I put to make things better. It was only this morning, around 1am? After recalling & looking back a everything. I decided that i couldnt take it any longer. I'm finally willing to let go, finally willing to give up. It was hard, many tears were shed over the years, but you never did understand. I've been mistreated and hurt, by your nonchalance. Many times i wish you could initiate, i wish you could be there for me. Many times i wish you would be the first, to find out, even just how my day was. But you never did, of course, HOHA. We're friends, of course we still will be. Just that we shall be happy times/hi-bye friends, i suppose.

Goodbye, My friend.

2006-09-05T14:36:00.000+08:00

Doing my AIDS project now. HOHO, it couldn't be any fun-er. Should have taken the homosexuals segment from debbie, would be a hell lot more exciting. ANYWAYS, am i digressing a hell lot? Definitely. Been doing this since yesterday night, found my way from my blog, to 3eight blog, khym's blog, clara's blog, buttercup's blog (haw haw), friendster, youtube, singapore idol &the list just goes on. Darnit, & I'm still here, trying to finish it before 5. Gotta be at Jin's place at 6, hohoho hope we get some work done today!

CHEM LESSON
ever so ANNOYING buttercup broke some Jon news to me before chem officially starts. Man, & i couldnt concentrate for the whole 2 hours.I was freaking JEALOUS & envious ! Yeah, all thanks to Miss Christine Theresa Fernando.
" Oh okay, thank you. Monkey, you GOLDEN monkey. " HAW, i must admit he does look like sun wukong (:

JUSTINA. really very very very sorry that i couldnt meet up with you today. Blame it on my poor time management. Sorry, gotta rush this last minute work. I promise we'll meet up, SOON.

CLYDE, really sorry as well . Sorry that i couldn't accompany you. As you know, i gotta rush this last min work. Sorry, & i hope all goes well for you! I'd be TOUCHED, MOVED TO TEARS if I were to receive your handmade _ _ _ _ ! haw, have fun !

ALRIGHT. gotta stop digressing & get down to my project.
wankydoodles.

Today, you made me smile. I felt comforted that you told me even though it seems relatively unimportant & insignificant to you. HAW, you wouldnt believe that i was happy just by that. Because you never use to.

2006-08-19T23:05:00.000+08:00

TODAY WAS A HAPPY GOOBLES DAY :D

YAY. it was mini makan trail with the 3eight-ers today (: THOSAI, BANGGGGGLES GALORE, BEANCURD. OOOH I LOVE THE FOODIES IN OUR CLASS, i like that spirit.
DONG, BARBIE, JIN, KHYM, HANNIE, SAV & DEBBIE, a makan trail once more ogay ! With more 3eight-ers of course ! Thanks guys, for the wonderful time i had today !

[BUTTERCUP! it's a pity you couldn't make it today. Nyehmind, we shall go again sometime ogay ! GET WELL SOON YA, I WANT TO SEE MY BUTTERCUP IN SCHOOL ON MONDAY (: *oooh you MOJOJOJO-]

that special 50cent coin that i shall neverrr use.
many many diamonds dan-ga-ling*

AFTER that, it was the suite life, high school musical & singapore idol over at DEBBIE's (: THANKS DEB, FOR EVERYTHING, i hope things would end up just as you want it to be. I'LL BE HERE FOR YOU !

CHLOE!! really really very sorry about today, i'll make it up ! SORRY !

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OGAY, how its time for serious studying. Hope its successful !

BYE WORLD -

2006-08-06T00:45:00.000+08:00

i guess you have never made an effort to keep the friendship going. It didn't occur to you that it takes two hands to clap. I can't be the only one trying keep things together and get this relationship to work. It's useless, & i think the only one getting disappointed & hurt in the end will just be me, myself & I. I've tried hard but you just dont seem to change. Tell me, what must I do to make you start caring ? It'd be meaningless if i were to tell you straight in the face that you have been oblivious & insensitive, isn't it ? Well, i guess i can't force the sensitivity out of you either. I'm tired of trying, maybe i should just give up everything. 2 & a half years & nothing have changed, oh boyy, this sucks.

2006-07-29T22:32:00.000+08:00

CONNIEWONNIE !

HEY BABE. You pretty crazywacky SLIM nimcompoop ! Thanks. Thanks alot for beng sucha true friend. Indeed, you're more than just a senior. You're the most patient one la, always the one patiently teaching me the difficult steps. Ha yeah, in dance, you improved HELLL LOT ! (: two thumbs up ! :D haha, do you still remember the POISON times? Haha yeah, when chloe, me & you are the only 3 who stayed back to practise while others are gone. You used to cry about how lousy you were, but HEY. Look where you are at now, qualified dancer? Definitely. Yeah, that's what you are, determined & never giving up. So whatever problems that lies ahead of you corns, i'm uber sure that you'll overcome them. GO CORNS ! FOR Os & other intangible stuffs ! CHEERS ! Ahhh, i swear i'm gonna miss you like crazy when you're gone...

Ha alright, anyway, CONNIE. I'll be here if you need a listening ear ya !
STUDY DATES, CHOMP CHOMP & SUSHI BUFFETS AWAITS US AYE?

its a blessing to have you as a senior (:

P.S. i like your clean clean guai guai image now, so KAWAII NEHHHHH HOHO (:

2006-07-29T20:47:00.000+08:00

disappointing that is, sometimes, you ain't the first.
be with me, my beloved love, that my smile may not fade.

2006-07-07T11:22:00.000+08:00

I'm currently saving every single cent of recess money to pay off my debts & get my SLING BAG ! Yesyes, save save save ! hah, how EXCITING -_- !
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ogay, i should head back to darn elearning. Yeah now i truly thank God that we dont have to do this EVERYDAY. Thank God for a building that is called school, &thank God that I dont have to face the com trying to do the OHSOMUCH homework set by the teachers who think we have SO MUCH time to complete those AMOUNT of work.
ha my teenage angst-

2006-07-07T11:01:00.000+08:00

YES AT LAST, CAPTAIN JACK SPARROW IS BACK !

july13: PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN !
Johnny Depp, here i come !
his dark deep thick layer of eyeliner is just so psst ahhh HOT !

2006-07-05T20:59:00.000+08:00

NEW BLOGSKIN.
a temporary one for the moment.

BIRTHDAY was good.
Really gotta THANK GOD for giving me such a wonderful &fantastic bunch of family &friends.
ROCKS WHOOTS !

I waited since the clock strike 12. I didn't want to put my hopes to high, cause I know the higher the hopes, the greater the hurt. But I'm glad you remembered, you didnt forget. I smiled, even knowing it was all temporal &superficial. I'll break down one day, knowing that you still dont care.

2006-06-30T00:36:00.000+08:00

So school started, lotsa homework UNDONE.
New teachers- rocks. Thank God for them. Hopefully my laziness will shoo shoo go away, time to get down to serious business. So throw away all emotions & depressed thoughts, it isn't time for these.

Friday : YOUTH DAY celebration, TEA PARTY, SJI kindred spirit
Saturday: PARTY part 2.
Sunday(at last) : CHURCH-ING (: Studying (hopefully it succeeds)
Monday: hmmmmm...

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ANW, TO PREVENT ANY HEADACHES OR TROUBLE MINDS WHEN THINKING ABOUT WHAT TO GET FOR ME (: Well, I, being very thoughtful, came up with a WISHLIST (due to popular demand ) :D

BIRTHDAY WISHLIST (:

- I NEED a backpack ( fav colours- brown, green, red, white, orange etc. )
- a SLING BAG BABY ! :D
-havianas ah ! (dunno how to spell )
-tees/top, clothes basically
-accessories ! BLING BLINGS
-a wallet/pouch/purse
- COLD HARD $KI-CHINGS$ ARE WELCOME TOO ! (:

HAVE A PLEASANT TIME SHOPPING, THANK YOU & GOD BLESS (:

2006-06-26T00:28:00.000+08:00

i just went to visit the class blog. & hohohohooh ! GUESS WHAT ? (:

mr mus, yes, MR MUS ! IS GONNA BE MY OUR NEW SS TEACHER ! OMGOSH YESYES?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ITS MY HOT FAV MR MUSS ! MY OMGOSH SO CUTE AND FRIENDLY MRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR MUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS ! WHWHAHHAAHHAHAAH yeah, now i'm excited about school (:

Oh yeah, we have 3 new teachers. Yes, all MALES.

Emaths- Mr Clement Ferdernaz
hmmmmm, hopefully he is GOOD-LOOKING ogay. Yeah, he BETTER be ! Cause his name sounds cool. He BETTER be some young chap with good looks & teaches well. HE BETTER BE AH ! If not, emaths lessons would be a total BORE.

SS- Mr MUSTAFA
Yeah, as mentioned above, you can see how excited I am about this hottie so there is no need for elaboration. But yeah actually i was suppose to have him as our history teacher last year but for dont know what reason, i had been changed to Mrs Yusoff. I was green with envy/jealously when i saw 2/1 having him ogay ! NOW. AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA, I CAN FINALLY HAVE HIM as my teacher (: Hmmm this term is just gonna be WONDERFUL :D

Physics- Mr Jason Ng Yee Boon
WOKAYS. So its him again. HAH. Cheers or not ? Ha shan't elaborate about him since I sorta know him & he is like a pretty nice guy. So yeah, its just... OH ITS MR NG AGAIN -

2006-06-23T11:53:00.000+08:00

BACK2BASICS4

CAMP WAS GREAT ! It was fun, ' scary ', tiring but most importantly, my encounter with God was just, indescribable, inexpressible, no words could match I felt (or maybe its just my limited vocabulary ) .

Being a leader for the FIRST time is really SCARY . Just wanna say SORRY to my group members, sorry that everything i did was inadequate.

Amazing race in Toa Payoh, structured experience, seminars & all. The seminars had spark the interest to read the OT, shall read it ! (:

Theres still so much about the camp but owells, I'm too lazy to blog about it. Besides, there's a month of homework waiting for me :( OGAY I'M OFF -

Never once was i able to worship without distractions. Never once was i able to just cry my heart to Him. Never once was i able to just lift my hands & sing his praises, expressing how i yearn for Him. For the first time, all my troubles & insercurities that i told no one was all stripped away from me. Yes indeed, only He can feel that emptiness, only He will always be there. Never once did I felt His LOVE so strong. His love for me. His faithfulness. His calendar & journal that has my name on it, He is ever waiting for me at the table for two.

Helovedfirst. Let everything that has breath praise the Lord forever...

2006-06-14T22:03:00.001+08:00

DANCE ENSEMBLE BBQ

DANCE ENSEMBLE IS HAVING A BARBEQUE NEXT THURDAY ! ALL DANCERS ARE INVITED !! The chance to bond & celebrate the success of dance night with the dancers, i'm certain you WOULDN'T want to miss out on the FUN ! So c'mon down on the 22nd to have some crazy fun with all your fellow dancers !

Venue: 54 Hume Ave Summerhill

Date: 220606 (Thursday)
Time: 6 pm till night
What to bring: Extra Clothes & swimsuit (optional but it'd be more fun if yall bring of course)
YOURSELF !

How to get there:
Via MRT - Frist take the train to bukit batok.
Next, take bus 173 from the bus interchange which is a short walk from the mrt station.
Then, drop off at the first stop.
Via Cab - Just tell the uncle : " Bukit timah, 54 Humer Ave Summberhill " !!!

You can meet up with your friends and all to come together, so even if you got lost. You are not alone ! heh heh. Ah but I'm sure you guys are smart enough to make your way there. Well but if you really got lost, just ring me up. ( my number is below )

If all these details isn't specific enough, & you want to know more.
You can contact me at 96259572

2006-06-14T12:48:00.000+08:00

RE:MIX 06 semis : Plaza Sing 170606 Saturday 3pm

aww its a pity clyde can't make it ? stupid batam -

2006-06-12T13:29:00.000+08:00

SO Dance Night is over for about 9 days already? Missing it ? DEFINITELY. Failures & Regrets
Yeah, so after so darn long i've decided to blog about it.

Hmmmm, DANCE NIGHT. URGH, I'M REALLY MISSING THOSE PRACTICES & ALL ! Could we do dance night once more oh please ? Everything happened so fast, everything was in a rush that i couldn't enjoy it to the fullest, uh sucks. Lost my phone, lost my sayang earring, almost lost jo's camera, almost. I didnt take enough PHOTOS ! Urghh !

SO we reaced ucc at about 8 plus? Dry run & run till lunch time. Met with quite alot of probs for contemp. Stockings too slippery, foot thongs won't stay, due to the dark and unfamiliar stage, i turn & turn and end up i dont know where la. Wrong formations corrected after a few more rounds. And i swear i look freaking fat in my contemp costume ! I MUST LOSE WEIGHT ! 10 kg yes yes (: Uh, imagine the hardwork.

After makeup & dinner, yeah its cam whoring time. Snap snap snap, whoo how fun. But i wasn't really in the mood for it ? So yeah, missed out in quite a bit & now i regret it like hell. Uh, especially not taking one, not even ONE shot with Shah ! Yeah, REGRETS man.

At about 8 pm : Showtime. Prayers said, all the hardcore, tiring, sweat, tears & blood during practices all boils to this one moment. No mistakes, no second chances. Just this one shot. And i'm definitely proud to say the opening item was definitely a sucess. We went up put in all our energy, our best smile were up and did our best, and that's whats most important.

DSA: I believe the dancers & the DS dancers did they best, & once again that's what's most important (:

Contemp: Ugh, contemp. I just have to say this once more. All the 5 months? with Zaki the terror, all the shoutings & scoldings from him. His bitchy-ness that we have endured from all those dreadful practices. And hey, its amazing that i stuck to it. All our hardwork, tiring practices, blistered & bloody feet oh so tired and worn out. And yes i just have to say it again all our sweat tears & blood boils down this one moment, this one shot that we have.
I swear, that was the item that made my heartbeat skip a beat, that made my hands all cold & sweaty.
The outcome ? I'm not the one to decide. But i hope it was good (:

POST DANCE ACTIVITIES

It's been post dance night with dancers practically everyday. And from all those days, i uncovered something. Miss Mabel Lee May could be crowned not only CAMWHORE but also Miss LATENESS as well. Yeah you could go on for 2 hours just to wait for her. Wonder what take her so long man, maybe she needs an hour or two to dress up. HA, no surprise from miss vainpot (:

SHE'S THE MAN with maybell & khym. That show, rocks. Hot chicks & dudes, along with the interesting storyline makes the perfect combi for me to go gaga (: Yeah, i was swooning over the HOT HOT HOT duke, justin & paul (:

PSC NIGHT: CONGRATS REVOLTAGE ! the HOT HOT HOT dancers made it to the grand finals ! * whoooooo! Wonderful job done all in just one day. FANtastic i say (: ooooh cant wait to see the HOT bods on teevee ! 9TH JULY , dont worry, we will bring the WHOLE dance ensemble to cheer you guys on. Be reassured that you will have the largest fan base & the loudest cheers (:

RE:MIX 06: went with mabes, corn & isabel. Wee & debbie couldn't make it. Darn wastedd ! Yeah, the competition was really an eye opener even though there were only a few good groups and it just made me even more inferior. Bleah, lousy lousy that's what i am :(
Yeah, so i caught sonia, setia & Shah there. Setia was like ' oh so you're the one with the blog ' hmmmm so shah read my blog? Oh boy... i better delete the previous post uh? hah.

Remix was good over all. Saw tanglin dancers (: , deedee & most importantly, shah of course. But it would have been a BLAST if debbie, germ, dianne & wee were there.

' YOU GO GIRLS ' only isabel & mabs understand (:

PICTURES OF DANCE NIGHT 06

dance night booklet

the ij contemp dancers

the LOUD, CRAZY& BOMBASTIC nazreena (:

yeah, and thats her raping chloe

we were just trying to look like paul TWOhill

sec 2 juniors !

with the sec ones

with the superb tanglin dancers

one of the tanglin boys

camwhoring in the contemp room

definition crew

lastly, its SHAH with sonia (yeah check out how happy sonia is)

2006-05-28T22:39:00.000+08:00

You're beautiful. Girl, you are looking so damn divine. As the wind brush your face & your done up hair, you walk down like a shining star. You've got everyone's attention, oh girl just how captivative you are. You are the talk of the town, news of you just keep buzzing around. You're noticed everyway go. You make guys just wanna take a second look. The natural poise & assets speaks for itself. You're beautiful.

2006-05-28T00:54:00.000+08:00

People don't like mixing around with losers. People don't give a damn about losers. People don't bother about losers. People just let losers la la die.

2006-05-28T00:22:00.000+08:00

FINALLY, yes FINALLY. All the sufferings, pain, blister, sweat, scoldings & everything.

CONTEMP IS FINALLY COMPLETED

I love Zaki ! Well, maybe only after all the whole item is completed (:

According to the people who watched it, they say it was pretty good. ohwells i dont know, I still can't get all the techniques right. The pirouettes, whatever stupid turns& kicks. Ahhh, I dont want to be the only idiot on the stage on 3rd June.

Its really drawing VERY NEAR. A week from now. Ahhhhh the anxiety is really KILLING me slowly. The thought of it all just, - ahhhh ! HEART ATTACK man !

Today
Contemp in the morning, HA oh my goodness, i must say its one of the most fun practice ever ! not only did we practise, we also had lotsa crazy fun ! letting down our hair, trying very hard to fling our hair (cause khym says only when you fling your hair then you had pout in enough energy) So ya, my hair became all knotty stuff. Toook crazy pictures, dance like an ah siao to the pumping music while waiting for DSA practice to start.
Ogay, DSA practice was, hmmm. Different i say.
I dont know, maybe its because of S. Yeah. So today he came in with his newly & nicely done explosion lion hair ohhownice. Yes, the first look of him was just *faints . (He's whole get up was just a killer) When you first see him, his hair just looks like a what a ah beng would have, but... after getting use to it. hmmm it ain't that bad after all. Ha like duh, he's got the style to carry of anything.

After that was a superlyduperly long shopping session at fareast. oh my, i have a phobia of that place already. Stayed there from afternoon till night. Met flirty uncle, a 'punk' guy whose hair can burst a balloon, whose pants can teach you chinese while clubbing. Got mah green tie (: Hope thats the correct colour thought. Ha wee & I shall stay away from that place for a month. Well at least i settled on my costumes already (: So now its just GETTING them, QUICK, FAST, SOON.

IJ DANCE NIGHT- PIROUETTES. 6 MORE DAYS !

2006-05-23T00:04:00.000+08:00

DANCERS, this is to instill fear in all of YOU.
Today is a Wednesday, AND, currently we have ONLY 11 days to our BIGGGGGG DAY.
yes , may i repeat. ELEVEN DAYS. ELEVEN. ELEVEN.EEEEEELEVEEEEEN DAYS BABEH ! yes, WE BETTER BUCK UP ! SO WORK HARD DANCERS & CHEERLEADERS ! WE CAN DO IT ! WE CAN PUT UP A WONDERFUL & FLAWLESS PERFORMANCE, if we TRY, if we put in the EFFORT, if we put our HEART& SOUL to it. WE CAN REALLY WHOAAA THE CROWD. so WORK HARD !

2006-05-20T23:53:00.000+08:00

I'm exhausted from all the mental torment. One day, my mind will just kill me.
you can't dance for nuts, your standard is like crap and you call yourself a dancer? what crap! you are stupid, your exam papares are not even worthy to be used as toilet paper. your spiritual life is stagnant, &you are not doing anything about it, what kinda christian are you? your health probs, you're expensive to maintain, might as well just die. you have no friends, you are a loner, you are a nobody. no one cares about you, face it. you suck. loser is your second name

2006-05-20T23:01:00.000+08:00

CHIJ DANCE ENSEMBLE PRESENTS- "PIROUETTES"

The details of the dance night is

Date:3rd of June (Sat)

Venue:NUS University Cultural Centre

Time:7.30 pm

Price:$15/$30

Please support IJ in this production ! I can gurantee what a wonderful night it will be. There will be performances put up by our very own CHIJ DANCE ENSEMBLE dancers& other various invited guests . Invited guests includes this year's Danceworks! champions, Tanglin Secondary School. the Bboyz, who breakdance-d in the Macs advert. There will be manyother EXCITING dances such as hip hop, tap, ballet, comtemp and even chineses dance ! Yes, indeed you're able to see all sorts of dancers all in one night!

SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR !

If you're interested, please contact me and get the tickets from ME (:

Thanks.

2006-05-19T19:52:00.000+08:00

everyone is so depress, everyone is falling. It all happened to fast. oh Lord, tell me what i can do to help these people. They think of ways, methods& strategies to help the fallen ones. But seriously, they are missing the main point. We humans cant do anything. Its truly by God's power and strength that we should depend on. Not on human ways and methods. But it sucks to not being able to help them. I guess what i should really do is to pray hard.

2006-05-11T11:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPYBIRTHDAYTOYOU HAPPYBIRTHDAYTOYOU HAPPYBIRTHDAYTOCHLOEEEEE
HAPPYBIRHDAYTOYOU
CHOWEEE, finnaly. You're fabulously FIFTEEN baby ! Really glad to have a friend like you, whom i can talk to about practically EVERYTHING. Know you've been pretty stressed out lately for various reasons, just wanna let you know that no matter how small or big the problem is, MY EARS WILL ALWAYS BE AT YOUR SERVICE <3

HAPPYBIRHDAYTOYOU HAPPYBIRHDAYTOYOU HAPPYBIRHDAYTOHANNNIEEEEEEEE
HAPPYBIRTHDAYTOYOU :D

MISS HANNIE ! my CHILDHOOF friend ah ! We're finally back together in the same class again. And seriously, classes without you would be -------- dead BORING. (esp. during MATHS ah !) You've added so much colours to my life and i wanna thank you for that. ENJOY YOUR DAY AND STAY AS HAPPY. Anw, we should start our catch-up sessions soon (:

2006-05-06T13:01:00.000+08:00

4 down, 5 more to go.
yesyes I can feel the air of FREEDOM. Can't wait to get on my feet and DANCE again (:

wednesday100506- its the CONNECTIONS date baby ! <3
friday, saturday, sunday- 3EIGHT '06 CLASS CHALET :D

and of course............

THURDAY110506- MY BELOVED CONNECTION WEE'S BIRTHDAY whom i totally L.O.V.E <3> (red is the color for the HOT chloe)

2006-04-22T19:39:00.000+08:00

seriously can't wait till damn exams are over. The outcome is quite predictable, but i'll still try my best even though there is really no time.

the unspoken insecurities; you'll never know

2006-03-30T19:23:00.000+08:00

ever wonder what lies behind
picture perfect
those names
those laughters
those memories
her false front

holding on to false hopes? hoping that things would change for the better? hoping that we could move on from selfish stage. Am i asking for too much? Why is it that i'm the only one who sees the problem? What have i got to do, to say, to make you understand. Cause baby its getting harder...
Should I move on, or cling on?

2006-03-26T17:51:00.000+08:00

THIS BLOG WILL NOT BE ACTIVE UNTIL things ARE SETTLED. aiyah actually its just that i'm lazy la

SOOOOOO MUCH HAPPENED DURING THIS PERIOD OF NOT BLOGGING.
Too lazy to type out la, but both good and bad stuffs.
One of the good stuffs?
WE GOT TO KNOW A UBER NICE INSTRUCTOR, YESYES THANKYOU WHOEVER WHO PUT ME INTO DSA (to think i wanted to back out !) YES WE ALL L-O-V-E SHAH HAHAHA (: oh did i mention he is hot? oh and his voice, omg ULTIMATE PLS ! :D
WEEEEE I WANT MY SHAH HAHA PICTURES !!!! SEND ME QUICK QUICK !

NEXT SAT; DANCEWORKS FINALS
REVOLTAGE-ers ! YOU GUYS ARE GUNA ROCK THE STAGE YES WE KNOW, BE CONFIDENT OF YOUR ROUTINE AND JUST GO UP THERE AND DO YOUR THANG (: Whatever the results, as long as you did your BEST, you all have done IJ DANCE ENSEMBLE proud alr :D
We will prepare our lungs and produce POWERPACK noise on 010406 !
GO REVOLTAGE ! YOU GUYS ARE THE BESTEST OF THE BEST !!!!
*maybell ! cross your fingers and hope you'll spend some time with you-know-who at the backstage aye ! Then you can take all your steaming snapshots you want haha!*

PAT'S BIRTHDAY
Pat, this may be a lil late ha i know, BUT JUST WUNA DECLARE ON MY BLOG.
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY CRABBYPATTY ! Thanks for being with me during the two years as classmates, one of the few friends that i could talk to. For the times whereby i acted like a real basket, I'M SORRY. I really am.
Even though we are now seperated, leading our own lifes. I just wuna let you know that I really do yearn for a close relationship with you and Chloe. I hope that miscommunication, nonchalance and busy-ness will not be the obstacle/problem that we aint the CONNECTIONS anymore.

LOVE YOU CRABBYPATTY ! YESYES I DO :D
any probs, i'm just a ringring away yeah !!!!

to be become a man of God, its difficult and yes requires alot of discipline. Am I willing?

Just when you will start.. start to realise my feelings, when you start to care and understand me? Just WHEN?

2006-03-06T18:46:00.000+08:00

Secondary 3 Adventure Camp; 3 words- Fantastical Rocks Shiok

2006-02-21T17:42:00.000+08:00

Tuesday seems to be the WORST day I swear

2006-02-19T00:55:00.000+08:00

So Danceworks is over, although the result was quite a disappointment, nonetheless I had much fun with the REVAMP-ERS :D Really thank them for making Danceworks so enjoyable.

KHYM; an ultra big thank you for the great effort you put into this team as a leader, really a great job I swear, (: YOU ROCK :D Anyway, sorry if there were times where by we pissed you off.. But its was great joy with Revamp at bugis that day and more :D
Germs; always doing her clubbing moves when the music is turned on oh and really a BIG thanks for the music and steps and stuffs, Lilia doing the dance with her oh-so-yo-style
Ratih and Wee; for making Charlie's Angels so much fun and nonsensical stuffs ahh I like (: Oh and Ratih thanks for restraining to use the f-word infront of me, ha thats cute (: Oh ah yes I'll definitely write you a testimonial when your account is done, I'll be the first !
Deborah ; your cool steps and always giving your full-out really rocks (: oh and thanks for teaching me the steps for whatever lesson be it dance night or works. Ah yes ! My crooning partner as well ! *she take my money* Ha
Lianne, Audrey and Joyce; my juniors for dancing oh-so-nice and always getting distracted by other groups huh ! Haha, nyeh you guys really did put in effort, rocks. Especially Joyce, it must have been tough on you, being a leader when you are new to this and dont really have much exposure yet. But nevertheless, your effort and what you have done for Revamp is comendable (:
Jiayi and Clarissa; for their effort and emotions into doing the contemp, oh and of course your wonderful presence which made the group whole :D
Nina; Ahhh this girl rocks oh please ! Her smelly funny jokes, my monkey/mabel/nina dance partner ! The wonderful artist as well (: Love you bubbly nina ! <3
Hmmm so I really wuna Thank God, for even though many may say Revamp can't make it, sucks, but we had our share of fun, joy, laughter as we work together. We got together at first as a group of HI-BYE dancer friends to one group, REVAMP, knowing each other better and of course ha enjoying each other's company much more <3>

Oh we should haev a Revamp outing aye ?
Ah, Ratih still owe wee ten pokes and one slap (ha rats is sucha I-diot) You so fierce somemore, I put your sexy pic as my friendster picture ah... haha (:

I'm lagging, in every area...

2006-01-31T17:49:00.000+08:00

So its been school till 6 plus everyday, and the cycle just goes on. CNY was alright, angbaos got it, food ate super alot la, fun hmmm alright la. Today marks the end of CNY public holiday, ahhhhh sian, I dont dont dont dont DONT want to return to school tmr ! The feeling of going back to school is really a turn off, cant enjoy my last day much anymore.

Oh oh oh I need to get a new layout ! I want something brown and Gold !! Ahhh but there isn't time to search and find. When the clock strikes six tmr morning, its all guna be busy days again.
There are so many dangs that I want to complete !

Do my QT everyday, a total must must must
Get all the dance shirt $$$ from all the lower sec hopefully by this week
Start on my bulletin like now ( I know its a little early but its to avoid last minute work, which sucks )
Start studying for every subject, INTENSIVE ONE
Practice dance steps if possible, danceworks, dance night
Oh how can I forget homework ha !

Aiyoh why is my picture like that

For you love me in your words but dont give a damn in reality Its just like a cycle, but how I wish...

2006-01-17T22:51:00.000+08:00

Can't believe I survived PE today. But pe today wasnt too bad, player Rugby. Super funny please ! Hannah was so happy that she got the ball and she fell while running happily with the ball ! Was a super funny scene ! Even Tjl was laughing. Ha Rugby is guna get down and dirty ! Bring lotsa extras for next lessons, dont dont wear your fav pair of shoes unless you wuna get it all muddy and dirty. Its all again dance till dont know what time tmr ? Super super tired !! So many things to do, so so little time ...

2006-01-15T23:55:00.000+08:00

Tiredness / hey its just the beginning :D

2006-01-05T23:30:00.000+08:00

Sucks ! School officially kick starts tmr ! Dont want ! I dont want to wake up so early ! 6 am ! what and hour ! So sick ! EEEEEEE dont want !!!! PE tmr !!! Gosh, Teo JL !! I so cannot slack la ! There is guna be so much of walking to do tmr, sian please.

2006-01-04T00:33:00.001+08:00

School oh my goodness was total boredom please ! I could really sleep through all the talks ! First day of school started with yeah, a super long talk. Got to know who our form teacher are, Mrs Krishna ! So after that, it was ha the orientation game. Monday team was " fast " man ! Ha we were the first team to set off and we really got lost in our new school, gosh, its big I tell you. And every block looks the same ! And goodness we really had a hard time finding the classrooms and blocks, walking up and down the stairs is just so so super tiring. And I realise that ahhhhh our classroom is at the top level, the fourth story ! Drats, so with the new hoomroom system, I'm so guna lose weight. After the game, went back to hall, had talks again. Same old boring stuffs. Ahhh after the talks, we had recess ! like yeah, finally ! Ha oh my gosh, our canteen store names are really funny ! Wishing Well, guess what store is that. Dang ! its the Drinkks store ! Like huh wishing well ? Lame shit, ahh I know.
After school, went lunch with the 2/6-ers and went Popular to get my notebook :D

A new year, with new responsibilities.

2006-01-04T00:33:00.000+08:00

2006-01-02T12:53:00.000+08:00

BURN
went with a uncertain and fearful heart, came back with a good experience and all fired up for Him.

So we had our usual amazing race with a changed name and its called The Burning Race this time. Ha my group came in last for the 2 day race and reason being, we are far to slack I must say. But heh at least we enjoyed ourselves and was able to communicate more among ourselves. I talked to people whom I never even once said hi to and its through being in the same group as them I got to know them better and communicated more :D
Hmmmm so The Burning Race was all about, Marina library to trying to find this Jalan Sotong (like is there sucha place ! Haha but yeah and we had a difficult time finding it ) to Tampines Mall and getting our dinner there with only 7 bucks to feed 7 people ( which includes big eaters like my twin ) ! Like what can we get man ! Ha just two french loafs, a bottle of kaya and a packet of pisangs and stuffs. So after getting our dinner we took a bus to the jetty where we took the boat to Ubin ! A place my parents want to bring me to which I never wanted to go. Upon reaching there, we walked to the ' basketball ' court and played a game there which requires communication and stuffs. After the game ( for which we came in last again, haha ) we walked a super long distance to our campsite. Super duper long and far please ! Ha so we reached our campsite, settled down and began the bidding for food for our dinner . Its like first time ever food prices can dip so low ! Uncle Toby's for 40/50 cents ! Campbell soup and Ritz biscuit for 40/50 cents ! Ha thats because all the groups are left with a dollar and few more cents while our group, the richest had 3 dollars. Many stuffs happened later but I'm lazy to type so lets jump to the next day.

Burning Race continued and we dragon boat-ed ! ( my first attempt ) and Jerald was super funny I swear ! He is so so in love with the Mai-I-Ha dont know what song and kept singing it. Ha he likes Hello Moto, Motorola too. After everything we came in last and reached church at about 7 plus. So we camped at church for the night, Thank God it wasn't at Ubin again.

The next day, we had outdoor games and stuffs. Ha and I fell again ! Was hopping then I trip over......... nothing. Like dang ! Bonnie is sucha retard ! Ha but it was minor la, thank God. So the for dinner, we had to prepare our own dinner. Like whoa, we all did quite a not bad job :D
Stucture experience at night , they went easy for me because of my injured knee. Ha so I didn't have to crawl and stuffs. Heh so Thank God I fell ! haha but I felt it would have been more impactful if I crawled and went through the same as what others went through. Hmmm so we are all wet and out, dripping with water and slimy stuffs ?!

30th, the last day of camp. Boohoo ! We had lotsa photo-taking and fun. The camp shirt is not bad at all, and after everything I went home with Joanne. We had dinner at Kim Keat food place, its Hor-fun again !

31 Dec

A day before 2006 ! Went to watch Narnia with a gang of church pals, then later taka-ing with them. Ahhhh we had a super fun time taking pictures ! And it lasted quite long, for about 30 mins or 45 mins? Acutually I didn't take note, haha. Had too much fun fooling around. After that we went to Timbre and later to watch fireworks. Prettypretty !

1 Jan
Church service in the morning, finally got my new specs ! Orange through out. lunched at ban mian , back to church again then later Plaza Sing. Sorry tina !! I pangseh you at the last min. I'm glad you had a good time :D

Now its time to start on packing my books and stuff, and start on designing the bulletin ! I'm a total klutz at Photo Shop !

Gina, I and Cindy. 3/4 of Nehemiah girls :D

Nehemiah on the bus !

Introducing to you..... Afrochoo ! My twinnie !

Its twinnie and his hair inspiration :D

Twinnie together !

Can you see what we are forming ?

Checking out Twinnie's hair ? No surprise.

2005-12-26T23:11:00.000+08:00

So the week just pass like that. How many second chances do I have? Time for a wake up call.

BURN- 27th to 30th Dec, guna be away!

2005-12-15T23:54:00.000+08:00

Sleepover at Justina's was not quite high cause we were both super tired. Tried to woke Justina up this morning and she was sleeping like a dead log, can't seem to wake her up. Haha so after breakfast and stuffs, we took a bus to parkway parade. And yes for the record, I misplaced my frigging wallet again. I dropped it in the bus! But thank God I retrieved it back. Imagine if i lost my wallet again, it will be like the the 5th time I'm guna do my ez-link card already.

So its dance meeting tmr! Yes like finally I get to have something to practice for again! Danceworks 2006! Its guna get tougher but I know God will bring me through and yeah hope I will be able to catch up, cause I'm really slow. Haha so its meeting tmr and time to get my books.
Ahhh the feeling of going back to school really sucks. I am not ready!
There is tons of movie I must watch before I get my ass to school man.
Narna, King Kong, Perphaps Love and Memoirs of Geisha
and we just went so high

2005-12-02T19:49:00.000+08:00

My date with a Vampire 3 is really addictive. Watched till disc 5 and I'm addicted. It totally rocks mano! Eyh JinWei, thanks for lending it to me (: Plenty of effling hot guys please. Wanyuan Bupo, Sky, You Qiu and the toot-head guy! Ma Xiaoling's skirts just keep getting shorter. ( hrmpf! Her legs are just so oh-beautiful! *jealous* ) The show is a lil chim but I think I'm still able to catch up, haha hopefully. And the story just gets spicier. Wanyuan bupo is uber hot! :D

2005-12-02T15:44:00.000+08:00

CELEBRATE CAUSE BONNIE CAN FINALLLLLLYYYYYYY YES FINALLLYYY WAS HER SUPER DISGUSTING BLOOD-FILLED HAIR :D okay, many may will be turned off cause its like " Wha! Bonnie so long haven't wash her bloody hair ah! " What hey, my stitch which is near my hair can't touch water! So HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEYA! I'M OFF TO WASH MY BOO-TIFUL BLOODY HAIR :D
taking off the stitch wasn't so freaky and bad after all :D Yes thank God once again (:

BONNIE'S HATE LIST.
(ranking from the most destable to the least. )
No.1 ; ALINE CHAN! she baskett didn't come and visit me! rahh!
No.2; ALINE CHAN! she wants to go cycling with me after my fall!
No.3; ALINE CHAN! she finds excuses for not coming to visit me!
No.4; ALINE CHAN!
No.5; ALINE CHAN!
No.6; ALINE CHAN!
No.7! Ah ming! she doesn't want to get me my love - Cybershot camera!
No.8; Ah mings! She makes me TOO high :D
No.9; Basket Bowl-head! has a special someone
No.10; Basket Bowl-head! show-off !

The Cybershot slide camera! My Love :D

Tuning in; My date with Vampire 3 chim... very chim.

2005-11-30T15:46:00.000+08:00

Listening to Jay's past ablum for the whole day. Ahhh nostalgic. Ahhhh its like his songs has been with me through my ups and downs.Whenever I'm unhappy, moody, bored or even when I'm studying. The one music I can count on is always his. Ahhhh I like his second album best. Slow songs that takes me for a ride, I like :D

Its been Naruto and computer since I woke up, BORING thats what it is. I can't make it for work, no income! Ahhhhh... dance classes, fat hope. Removal of stitches tomorrow, fear overtakes me. I'm curious how are they guna do it. Ahhh will I be Chucky? Oh or Chucky's Bride :D thats what happens when you have an overdose of boredom.

2005-11-29T23:28:00.000+08:00

I can't bend my finger! Cause it hurts.
My skin is non-stickable, the plasters and bandages just keep coming off! TROUBLESOME!
haha I had tags from Juice, Chews and Anastasia. They all started with Oh my gosh! And haha that is so..... IJ! Haha and no its not bimbotic alright! :D

2005-11-29T12:35:00.000+08:00

Took off the bandage on my head last night, gosh I saw the stitch, at first it was like no big deal, but later this morning when I woke up, I could see the thread! Its like I never knew they really use a THREAD to SEW up your OPEN wound, they SEW your FLESSSSH! AHHH MY POOR MEAT!

Can't remember what exactly happened. Only can recall myself going really fast down the slope, I was like " Basskettttt " and I flew off my bike? Ahhh seriously can't remember anything.

okay, so now I'm slacking and wasting my holidays away. I'm dying to go out, but obviously I can't go out in this state. I WANT TO WORK AND SHOP, I WANT TO GO FOR STAYOVERS AND STALKING BOWL-HEAD! (justkidding) ahhhh! But thank God for VCDs. And thank God for friends who has been coming to visit me, lending me mags and VCDs to kill time. Oh but they forgot to give me a knife to battle with time, must kill it before it kills me. Ahhh BOREDOM.

Boredom aside. I want to thank my ALMIGHTLY GOD. Thank God my injuries are not too serious, and its just abrasions here and there with some open wounds. Ahhh I'm a blessed girl :D
And I left a puddle of blood..

2005-11-24T22:28:00.000+08:00

Cheng Xi made it! Gosh he was standing in the cage thingy alone, Justti and I were super frightened and worried. But surprisingly, He made it! Haha I mean he was alone, so we thought probably he didn't have a chance, but yeah he looks good in that pink shirt. But orange jacket is still wayy hotter. Basket bowl-head!

Stayover was fun and again is all about pigging out. Basket! Next recording I will be in Malaysia!

2005-11-22T23:03:00.000+08:00

Rained the whole day, was super cold. Watched MVP with Sophia the whole day haha went crazy over Gao Xing's appearance, he reminds me of Jay haha a little. Lunch Shop Mdc Supper Stayover. Take me for a ride. One of a HellAngel.

2005-11-20T20:36:00.000+08:00

JUSTINA DEAR ONE!
all the best for your auditions, You better do well ah! We will all behind you supporting all the way yeah. Go up and do your best, sing like no one is watching! Like at Kbox, yeah!! We will scream and shout when you are up there alright! GO JUSTTI GO GO GO JUSTTTIIII! :D:D:D

2005-11-17T16:56:00.000+08:00

Jobs, Jobs, Jobbbbbs! I neeed a job/jobs ahh! I need the money! I've got lots of things to accomplish! Dance, shopping, savings and to make myself busy! So ya whoever has any jobs recommendation, please please inform me hokay pokay! :D

2005-11-15T20:24:00.000+08:00

Once again Bonnie is great. She cleared her mountains of rubbish table! Isn't that wonderful, amazing, fantastic!!! But it was at the sacrifice of missing the date with twosixers. Seriously can't wait for next recording. Ahhh bowl head alert- JiaXi!!

2005-11-11T18:54:00.000+08:00

Appeal or not? 3/8 sounds not too bad but what does the future hold for me if I get into combine science? Ahhhh dumbass Booonnie is just a lousy fella!
Exco meeting in the afternooon, waited super long! But had a nice talk with Connie and Chloe, she warned me about pretty much stuffs which I expected already, but after what she said, I seems wayy scarier. The meeting was pretty long, talk about alot of stuffs, the plan for next year and stuffs. Whoa its guna be a really packed year, especially the earlier part. Excited? Haha hope it all turns out good as I'm guna counter my greatest fear next year, oh ass, I wonder if I'll be able to handle next year. With all the stress and competition, Ahhhhh I wonder what will I become. Soon all this will fade, We will try to blend in to our surroundings, We will part from history and soon our ties will break. Of course if that happen, It will be my worse nightmare, and I definetely wouldn't want that to happen, will we be strong enough to face whats coming? The competition and comparison already exist, but one thing for sure is that all these will not stop, instead, it will become tougher and rougher. And definetely I'm guna be the one who is guna face all the Ahhhh stuffs. Yeah and its worse when the cracklines are already showing now.

2005-11-11T00:32:00.000+08:00

I think the difference between Jia Xi and Cheng Xi is huge, or maybe not that much but seriously! Justina is right, I think he uses a bowl, hmmm yupp must be. Ahaha I think that sounds mean, but yeah go get a hair cut and you will be 100 times better looking. Haha yeah.
East coast with three dogs wasn't bad afterall! Momo is flirtatious! He like old Polar! Haha Polar is seriously freaked out by the high Momo! (Momo was chasing Polar the whole time during the walk) Jin Jin was a nice little girl, quiet and she is the one that always follow Momo, haha they just always have to be together. Oh by the way, Momo, Jin Jin and Polar are all dogs. Momo is a male, Polar and Jin are both females :D East Coast, CoffeeBean and Macs with sisters and Mom is fun! :D:D:D Ahhh I want to blade! cycle! tan! lose weight! work and get cash!

2005-11-04T15:01:00.000+08:00

EastCoast outing yesterday failed, too many people, no more mood to cycle or blade. So we went to Macs for a snack then we decided to head down to Dinne's place to cook! Hoho so yeah it was time to unleashed my Great cooking skills :D hoho actually I only know how to cook pasta, wih the ready-made tomato sauce, quite loser but not bad compared to my dear friends who cooked with me! Evlin; She screams at practically anything! And she is always stealing the uncooked mushrooms, eating her brownie and obessed with her drowning sausage. Dinne; She is a great dishwasher! Haha thanks for providing the place and sorry we left the place not cleaning up! Thanks!Oh you are a good potato peal-er dear! haha Chews; Oh she loves hard-rock spaghetti and she thinks everyone likes it too. Haha she has bad estimation skills too, wanted to cook two packets of spaghetti when we can't even finish one! She makes the nice french toast too! Cathy; Good helper! She loves lunheon meat and is a great potato peal-er! Juicy; Slacker at first but helped to make soup in the end. Loves Salt like nobody's business, likes her meat to be mashed up, has weird fetish and everyone has to suffer with her, yes she likes to put a hell lot of salt for me while I'm cooking, haha silly daughter! Money; Slacker with Juicy at first but later helped to cook soup! Always bickering with Juicy! A danger to have in the kitchen.
So in the end, We cooked for about 2 hours? And ended up having lunch at 4 plus? haha we really looked as though we cooked a feast! Nice! Dinne! lets plan another date to the East side yes! And ice skating!!!!!

2005-10-31T11:27:00.000+08:00

Plan for today
Meet Dinne, Chloe, Evlin and Cats at Bishan MRT, Next had down to Patty's house, next HALLOWEEEEN trick or treat. Dinner is up next then hoho highlights for Dinne and Patty, SLEEPOVER AT DINNE"S PLACE! Yay We're so guna havoc her house till I burn the kitchen down! haha yes We're guna try to make our own lunch :D:D:D Soooooo excited mano! But my dear daughter Juice and Chewsmei won't be around and I-diotic Chloe doesn't want to sleepover with us cause she can 'Predict' she will fall sick at night.. HoHOOOHOhohoho alright off to prepare for today night's GreatPlans!
Icecream, Chips, Coke, VCDs, Talks, and Not sleeping till we see the Sun! Hope a pimple wouldn't pop on my face the next day! Brush up, Arrival of Chloe? lunch then outta Dinne's place to somewhereeeee. Okay, hope everything fall nicely according to my plan!

2005-10-29T18:32:00.000+08:00

whoaa, decided to type a Proper post, which means one that really talks about my day, life and shitass stuffs

Wednesday
Truely a interesting and most enjoyable day ever since the beginning of the year, a day that rewards the hardwork that 2/2 has put in and of course my sleepless nights working out the formations.
Netball Carnival i think its the only inter-class competition that i really participated and I thank God for the opportunity and Chloe, Pat, Chewsmei, Juicay and Evlin for helping me along the way.
So on that day, the cheerleaders arrived early and it was only on that day i taught them the cheer, Sorry for the last minute teachings ya! and only until i think the 2nd last game then we started doing hair. SiJia! sorry that I screwed your hair! Really Sorry ya! Chloe was really professional while what i produce was a far cry from hers, haha but yeah my hair was the last to backcomb and yeah after that we ran to line up.
After all the practices we had, I went for it with a feeling that i never had before when i went for those dance competitions or performances. I was so afraid that one or two of us will forget or steps, stunts that never goes up and blah blah blah. But thank God once again for those brilliant twotwo cheerleaders, we bagged the 2nd place and yeah it came as a shock and i was truely in shock but yet extremely Happy. Really happy i emphasises, it was really pleasant to have such a memory for the last year together. Ahhh.... and there goes a sigh of relieve in my heart then.

Amy, SiJia, ShaoCheh, Audrey, Capri, Tricia, YiQi, Ariele, ShuHui, Chewy, Money, XiongXiong, Chloe and Pat
You guys really did TwoTwo proud! You went up there and wowed the judges with your moves, really glad all our effort was paid off ya. Sorry if I flared at you guys ya, it was unintentional and sorry for always keeping you guys back till so late! It was truely a joy teaching you guys, its a great experience that I'll never want to forget! Twotwo Cheerleaders Rocks!

Oh ya! Juice! thanks for providing the place for pratice ya!

Thurday
Retreat, ahhh i hate such stuffs, cause it never fails to make me cry, and yes i had crying.
But still i didn't pon school and went anyway as the time twotwo still have together was really little. Went with a happy heart not ecpecting anything but I easily cried the first part when Father Simon told us to reflect and think, with the atmosphere and his words, I don't know why but tears just rolled down my eyes. Maybe in my heart I've been feeling that all along. So ya it was a very emotional experience for all of us, those who didn't make it really missed out on all these amazing stuffs. It told us about the evil and stuff, I felt that it was really speaking to me, reminding me not to stray away God. Evil has power that I can't overcome and so, stick with God, closely, like Chocolate!
Reconcilation, something that the mission team touched on, really glad that my friends went back to normal, to whom it concerns, open your heart and embrace the future together, forget the wrongdoings as its through these trials your friendship grows stronger. She is a human too, and human makes mistakes, hating a person is a tiring thing to do, doesn't bring anyone any good, so yeah just forgive as its the best way to make both parties feel good. Of course a little more hardwork is needed to regain the trust but as long everyone work towards regaining the friendship, I believe your friendship will be closer than before! So, workhard ya!
I just broke down when she hugged me, all my anxeities, worries, pain and sorrows I just let them all out. Something that I have never done before. No one knows the insecurity that haunts me, am I that easily replaced? What am I in your heart? A fair weather friend? I silently hope not.

Friday
Sweetsweet Mrs Tan gave us Chocolates! Truely a good teacher I must say, but too bad I didn't cherish what God gave me, this whole year had been lead with regrets.
The whole day was about snapping of pretty faces and cute poses, cameras were everywhere I turn, of course what do you expect, its the last day twotwo is guna be gathered as a class this year. Got back my report book, shitass results I must say, as said earlier, this whole year is lead with regrets. Gathered in a big circle, we sang our hearts out, while I was video-ing everyone's faces, wanted to capture every moment of this sad sad farewell. After singing was the opening of sparkling juice that nice XiongXiong brought, though there wasn't enough for everyone but the Yam Seng was truely fun, we screamed our lungs out. Hugs of GoodBye and tears that flowed,
Twotwo you are just so so so amazing, even though teachers said that we were an arrogant bunch, rude and whatever. But we all know that all those was not true, its just that sometimes we are not paricipative enough, though some really needs to be told to be more passionate, twotwo just rock in my world. Thanks for the wonderful times we had together, all the memories will be imprinted in my heart/mind FOREVER!
After that Juice, Chews, Dinne, XiongXiong, Chloe, Pat, Cathy and I squeezed into my Dad's cab and hoho it was hilarious how we managed to squeeze EIGHT of us into a Trans Cab. It goes to show that we are all slim people. Yay! Lunched at KFC while some over at Macs. Miss Chloe is a pig I swear! She steals others food and pretend she doesn't want anymore but after much persuation, she will eventually eat whatever you feed her. Oh we practically met the whole 2/2 in J8, haha kinda like a Class Outing? SiJia, Shao, Amy, Joy and the 8 of us managed to squeeze into a neoprint machine, haha I only had two or three snaps and decided to pull out so they will have mor place, haha fun fun fun! After that was something way fun-er! Dinne, Juice, Pat, Chloe, Evlin and I relived our childhood, we played freeze and melt at the playground and fool around with the kids there too. BANGBANGBANG! So it was again,FUN FUN FUN! Za, Money, SiJia, Shao, Amy and Joy joined us for a little while before splitting into the Glam and Unglam people, haha. Coffebean-ed with the 'unglam' people and we talked about all the girls in 2/2, we discussed about our plans for the holidays too. Cycling, Blading, IceSkating, Swimming and Halloweeeen! Hey Glam and Unglam bunch! Thanks for making 281005 afternoon a fun one!

2005-10-24T23:40:00.000+08:00

worse ride ever, solemn and hushed, only the sounds of the engine and screen wiper.
went to a far end just to find the red cloth. Ass! Didn't know red cloth is that hard to find at dusk. Was at the verge of crying But once again God has proven himself faithful, nice Ah Ma sold it to me at $7.50, after a discount of mere $0.50. Yeah so, God is Faithful and Watchful all the time .
sorry that it wasn't my first thought
thanks for being there even though i
drifted away from

You and didn't deserve anything.

2005-10-21T22:21:00.000+08:00

finally JAYCHOU'S 6th ALBUM;

NOVEMBER'S CHOPIN

2005-10-12T10:45:00.000+08:00

right smack onto your face here it comes, lets just get this started.
oh ya, can't wait part 2

yeah, tuck it to your left and pledge it with your Pride

2005-10-08T22:50:00.000+08:00

Gosh, I'm feeling more and more excited for my post-exams activities!
got both pride and wang zi bian qing wa vcd in ma house man! Feeling damn distracted at the same time too, but shall persevere on mano!
OM MY GOSH REALY CANT WAIT TILL IDIOTIC EXAMS ARE OVER LA! AHHHHHHH KIMURA HERE I COME ! till then, lets study till we die

2005-10-08T09:47:00.000+08:00

Om my Gosh, Chinese exam was a KILLER i swear!
HCL suck to the core la, dont know whats with TPY, is she like MAD? Set sucha difficult paper, I guess i really will fail.
AHHHHHHH FOUR MORE PAPERS TO GO AND I'M SO DAMN DISTRACTED!

i was born to Love You; Queen

2005-09-27T19:17:00.000+08:00

ENGLISH EXAM,
my gosh poeple actually had time to SLEEEP! while i justed finish wehn ratu say put your pens down! damn la! long essay was SUPER SCREWED!
oh i really can't wait for this burden to be put down, 13 OCTOBER, the date of me release from the freakking exams!!!

dude looks like a lady; aerosmith

2005-09-24T23:27:00.000+08:00

no
no
drama,
no
no
no
no drama.

2005-09-22T17:54:00.000+08:00

so so so so glad school is over for today, really dread going to school, till now i can only keep silent and watch it all go by.
oh I didn't see him today, hmmm no wonder today was a Bad Day.
hoho okay, going to hit the books now.
seriously, can't wait for freaking exams to be over, I'm so freaking guna catch up with Connection and Zouk partner, XiongXiong or just Everybody. It's the last year we are guna be together, i guess I will really miss sitting with Chow, TJM. And the teasing of jiamin with her bernard chan and marcus, ahhhh Just Love The Whole Bunch Of You (:

2005-09-22T00:03:00.000+08:00

a thought to tear the Statistic paper up, damnit bonnie how can you be so dumb?
Stupidity is the word.

2005-09-20T21:29:00.000+08:00

throughly disappointed!! thought that i could have it done, but urghhhhh MOMMMY seems to spoil everything.

had enough of all the stuff i was told, seiously i truely believe its never true. Surely you won't be there for me every second when i need you, surely you won't be caring for me every second. For that I'm sure.

2005-09-20T17:08:00.000+08:00

JESSICA DARLING CUTIE PIE, DAUGHTER AND ZOUK PARNTER

darling baby! please i beg you don't stop so darn much stress on yourself!
take a break! watch longest yard! hoho although yeah its seriously NO TIME
but dear take time off to take a break alright! I'm really very concern about you okay! I'm sorry for not realising all this crap earlier, I'm sorry for being a bad friend and mommy! I hope that piggy toy will make you happier and aid in relieving your stress!
SQUEEZE IT HARD, ITS A STRESSS PINK BALL!
LOVE YOU JUICY PIE!
I REALLY DO((:

2005-09-20T16:59:00.000+08:00

you make me smile, you make me laugh uncontrollably, you make my day everytime i see you.
oh how you make me happy; If only i can be that happy every second

chloe fainted today!haha no la not faint la but she was giddy and feeling floaty. That stupid girl clumsy loaf drilled her hand during d&t!
hoho no la, not drilled la, she acidentally clamp it?
oh that poor darling, haha but she alright now.
I talked to Mr Mus today! Gosh, Hes just so cute mano(:
hoho yeah PRIDE AT 730 EVERYONE((:

I OFFICALLY DECLARE MY LOVE FOR KIMURA<3<3<3

i'm not listening not anymore

2005-09-18T23:29:00.000+08:00

serious, i had enough la yeah, nobody knows, neither do i want them to but its seriously starting to affect me.
all the bullshit is all coming back again. Killing Me Softly, ho thats a song right, ah whatever.
it is Killing Me Slowly
just grab a knife and stab me alive, let it be the end of all sufferings

2005-09-08T01:14:00.000+08:00

What an Accomplishment!
i just finished packing my forever-messy table!
i always say my table depicts my life.
now that it is much neater, i feel my life is going to neaten up soon((:
finally i can do my studies on my table and of course read my bible on my Neaten-up table!

Dinner, whoa its really a great dinner!
My mother cooked darn alot la, had crabs, prawns, our favourite chicken dish and more.
We celebrated our Moon Cake Festival today,
haha must be thinking what the hell, so early!
but hoho cause my sister is going back Jakarta, so we decided to bring forward the celebration and celebrate it with her.
so yepp ate alot, as in really ALOT
think i'm guna like what gain 10 kg already la.
Holidays suck sometimes, thay make you grow fat :((
hoho of course Lawrence had second servings and MORE.
well guess he will never change.
But its good la, he can clear all your unwanted food ((:
like a dustbin!
hohoo had a great and scrumptious dinner,
THANKSYOU MOTHER!

Songlee! Have fun in Malaysia alright!
Not forgeting to get Bling-blings for me too!
hoohohoh Take Care yeah!

2005-09-07T11:04:00.000+08:00

ahhh got to go for tuition later, so sian....................................
hoho went shopping with sisters and mother yesterday!
lunched at paragon first then walked around there
oh oh oh oh while we made our way to taka, we saw the boy!
the boy who is like what? seven or eight i suppose?
yupp he is the talented little drummer at only seven or eight!

ho okay after that we made our way to taka and began to shop!
hoho i bought a few items((:
happyhappy!
thanks AUDREY!
after all the walking, we decided to take a break, we went to scotts for coffee bean.
we all order hot drinks, don't know why also.
hoho yeah and Sophia order a cheesecake that its like hard and harder-er!
its liike really hard and not soft and smooth which it suppose to be, but sophia didn't want to reject it, despite Audrey insisting to reject it.
hoho yeah thats about today, shopping and eating.

monday watched herbie fully loaded with joanne and jinwei.
wasn't too bad but wasn't exactly nice.
pretty normal, i prefer Perfect catch or Red eye.
hoho but yeah Lindsay is really pretty!

2005-09-04T19:14:00.000+08:00

THURDAY!
JON JOHNSON MY HOTTIE IS ON CHANNEL 5!
like om my gosh!
hes stripping to get in to the hot tub with the girls!
om my gosh!
full of jealousy and envy yes I am.
but still guna watch my hottie!
JON JOHNSON ROCKS(:
MA EYE CANDY THATS WHAT HE IS.

2005-09-04T18:49:00.000+08:00

its really my first time i felt so loved by Him,
great experience i must say.
my flame shall not be dimished, but burning so bright that it catches fire!
hoho oh thats zhou huo ru mo already.
alrighto, my desicion to change, hope it will succeed!
I LOVE LIFE MORE!
life seems more meaningful, really enjoying such a feeling.
hope to grow spiritually stronger!!!
I WILL!
I WILLLLLLL!
hoho but theres still an obstacle, which i find hard to overcome.
hmmm will it affect me?
i'm not that sure but i won't let it,
i guess.

HOHOHOHOOH AUDREY IS COMING BACK TODAY!
i'm frikking exciteddd!

2005-09-04T18:21:00.000+08:00

why cant you just speak to me?
you are irreplacable in my heart,
but i guess I'm easiest to replace.
guess now i have learnt not to put too much hope.
sweet-talking doesn't work on me I'm sorry.
how i long for the day you would pick up the phone and ring me up
such simple acts seems so impossible.
i'm just so replacable in your heart.

2005-08-31T22:16:00.000+08:00

teacher's day performance was a total SCREW UP
or rather for me.
i was like blank,really blank in the beginning.
AT THE FIRST PART!
WHAT THE HELL!
what a worst part to get stuck in!
so what i like stuck there do nothing for?
one eight!
felt like running away, screaming and hope it wasn't the real thing
HAIYA!
and yar, you know i really sweat like rain la!
not drizzle but rain with storms and thunders lightings ah!
really rained all over my body la.
damn unglam
super duper dirty and UNCOMFORTABLE.
hai...what to do.
but sweating can loose weight(((((:
err...i think, haha

but hey,
who cares about the teacher's day concert!
the filming is more important to us mano!
or rather me((:
hoho.
yeah OMG!
AARON AZIZ
SHIEK HAIKEL(however you spell it la!)
ANNABELLE FRANCIS
DIDI!
hohohoohho of course best was ARRON AZIZ!
hotstuff mano.
but sadly, we only took ONE ONE ONE ONE!!!! shot with him(me and clo)
hai...cause ALL the other students la!
go bombrade him,
always turn ard to see him busy signing autographs,taking pictures.
hoho so me and clo turn our targets to UNCLE HAIKEL!
hoohhoo
hes a really nice person i tell you
joke and adorable!
haha took more pictures with him(:
oh theres really one shot that i'm SUPER DUPER pleased with(:
hohohohoho.

so yeah we did filming,
i think it was okay la.I THINK.
but i was really quite down that day.
my hair was screwed,i screwed the dance,i look sucky enough
i DON'T look good!
how to feel good sia!
so yeah, quite qisuren.
kinda like my worst performance,
really hope this won't happen again mano.
alrights so after dance and much slacking in dance studio.
we went to class, on the way back chatted with ahh weng weng!
hoho had quite abit of fun.
then later me and clo went to find our dear lit teeeeacher!
MR ARMSTRONG!
hoho we took a shot with him,really darn cute la!
hes smile is like......awwwww sO CUTE!
hoho
and we questioned him.
if he is married and he jokingly replied.
oh yes, three times
haha, we all cracked up
then i said, with chen lao shi ah.
hohoohohooh and he was giving a funny look
adorable look!
hoho oh how we love our lit teeeeacher!
(((:

so after all the stuffs in class,
pat,chloe,dinnemei,juicepie,xiaoxiongxiong,cathycat and I went to united square.
to have our lunch!
hohoh we lunched at pizza hut and had a SUPER DUPER time(:
at first, pat, clo and I didn't know where pizza hut was,
then we spotted a delievery man.
and surely he knows wheres pizza hut right.
so we tailed him.
he was walking fast man!
but yeah we managed to tail him quick enough to find pizza hut!
hoho yeah so we waited about 5 mins for the rest to come.
hoho and we ate ate ate,
and gosh my teeth hurts like crap la.
so difficult to eat!
and the cheesy ohsonice pizza came
i was like eat it while is hot.
but after its one my plate for like 10 mins.
i still havent touch it yet!
cause my frikking teeth is giving me trouble with one small pizza already.
hoho yeah so after that we head down to town!

towning is quite okay, at first super duper tired.
but after we parted with nina and decided to go scott's coffee bean.
guess who we saw on the way!
MR ARRRRRRRMSTRONGGGGG!
HOOHOHOHHOOHOHOHOH .
kay let me describe the sence.
at first we were walking pass the bus stop.
then later we heard this..'let me remind you'
then straight away i screamed.
although i was infront and didnt see him as i wasn't facing him
i could destinctively recoginise his ohsounique voice!
you guys know everytimg we go town.
i'll always bring this up.
but if we see armstrong ah.
and we always give the same answer.
yes we will SCREAM!
and yup we screamed like we have seen jaychou((((:
hahaha
yeah so we chatted with him and chloe took a picture with him.
he stood so straight and yeah hes got the style man.
only he can carry off tote bags la.
i mean not like so ladies bag la but yeah a puma tote bag.
hes really style and yeah he likes chloe's BIG BIG bao lu puma bag.
so after awhile he went up his bus and we head to coffee bean!
we sat there and chatted about sillie stuffs.
guna know chloe's secret soon(((:
hoho..
alrights thats about all.

my day was all great except for dance performance.
so yupp kinda like bad day..
but yeah God is good(:

shot taken at novena underpass!

chloe; me; deb! before the teacher's day performance

haikel and me, oh gosh i look ugly!

haikel and aaron! aaron HOT STUFF!

sillie picture with pom poms under armpits!hohooh

2005-08-29T17:27:00.000+08:00

ALRIGHT!I'M PLEASED WITH MY BLOG NOW(:

all thanks to PATRICIA(:
hoho my sillie chewsmei la,
dont want to help me
so i got pat to help me during EP.
hoho yep so WORLD,
this is my not-screwed blog!!

i added another thing to thig blog
its the FULL ARMOR OF GOD thing from the bible,
ephesians6:10-15
after i went for alpha camp..
felt that this message in the bible..
is really...
really...
a big reminder for me,
IS TIME TO CHANGE BON..
hoho so yeah, really hope that i will continue to be hungry for God's words

so today was Mrs Siow's last day in IJ..
oh or is it tmr..
hoho whatever, so yeah shes leaving tmr i guess..
my whole class will miss her badly,
yup we giving her a book of letters from 2/2 tomorrow!
hope she will be touched(:
OH YAY YAY YAY
MR MUS IS GUNA RELIEF HER!!!
HOHOHOHOOHHOOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHHO
I WAS REALLLY SUPERLY HAPPY WHEN I HEARD THAT!
ITS LIKE IS MR MUS!
THE MR NICE-GUY WHO WENT AWAY EARLIER THIS YEAR IS BACK...
TO TEACH US!
LOVE MR MUS!((:
hoho really exciteed about history now.
hope he is still as friendly and Mr nice.
hoho yeap

dance today,
so TIREING I TELL YOU
although it seems easy,
but i swear its tough like running 10 rounds!
hoho no la not so jialat.
but yeah its under the burning HOT sun,
dancing with the fizzy stupid pompom
and NO MUSIC!
so poor deb have to count for us
WED IS THE PERFORMACE, hope it will be alright
PRAY!!

2005-08-28T17:34:00.000+08:00

HEY ALL
my blog is a little screwed,
i dont really know how to fix it so while i get my friend to help me
it will remain like this
hoho its a bit weird ya i know but yeah

hmmmm,alot happened recently
alpha camp,triqnaqi,school and stuffs.
hmmmm one thing that i anticipate is Audrey coming back and DISCIPLESHIP!
yup i asked my dear muthu for discipleship today and she is taking me in!
with cindy!!
hoho i'm so excited!
i'm hungry....
hungry for GOD'S WORDS((:
hoohoh

i want to learn drums!
i badly want to learn drums badly!
but i'm afraid of falling
i guess i'll ask Audrey to sign me up for drums lesson!!
but i want to learn dance too!
i want to learn,-hiphop(:
-indian dance
-salsa
-ballroom dancing
-breakdancing
-contemp?
ahhhhhh so many things i want to learn!
but no chi-king chi-king(no cash,no money!)
hai...so should i chooose dance or drums???

shall update about the camp and stuffs another day
TA-TA ALL

OH BEFORE I GO, I MUST TELL EVERYBODY
I MUST MUST MUST GET THE GIORDANO KHAKI PANTS(:
NICE!!hohoohoh

2005-08-13T21:34:00.000+08:00

MY DEAREST MOST BEAUTIFUL SISTER, QUDREY IS COMING BACK TODAY!
I MISSS HER TERRIBLY, AND SHES COMING BACK TODAY NIGHT!
YAYNESSS!

its like since you've been gone,
house been empty,(of course not THAT empty)
no that LOUD laughter,
no crazy pillow fights,
horrible singing,
delicious cookies and cakes, not forgetting PASTA of course.
oh definitely the enjoyable shopping sprees as well!
LOVE YOU AUDREY!
GLAD YOU ARE GUNA BE BACK
but of course its only for like what,
two days?
and you will be going back to Jarkata.
guna be another period of MISSING YOU!

2005-08-12T21:17:00.002+08:00

OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS ME!
today was definitely one of the BEST excursions i ever went before!
HOHOOHOHO is like we went for a carnival at marina south
then we only get to go for the total defence part of the carnival
at first i pretty dread to go for this stupid thing and even wanted to pon school today but got dance la so no choice.
BUT THANK GOD MANO!
i went and of course i had a WONDERFUL TIME(((:
first when we got there,we freaking walk a LONG distance to get into the ship queue to get to the NAVY ship.'
and on the way there saw pretty alot of my A* B*** G*(clo and my 2/2 mates knows this..)
hoho its like everywhere i turn they are there!
cause i think guys in uniform are really a turn on as in depending on whether yo look good in it or what la.(army or police uniform, not school uniform!)
so yeah my eyes feasted on all the guys backs and fronts which i cant see their faces as im shortsighted(damn!)
but i guess they werent that hot only until we got to the navy ship, we get to see nicer looking ones!(HOHOHOOHOHOH)

at first we were all DREADING IT AS IN REALLY DIDNT WANT TO GO TAKE THE BOAT RIDE
because it takes up 2 hours, and we thought we are gona spend it all on the boat.
but HOHO NO!
we went to this UBER UBER COOL SHIP
ohmygoodness,its like really what i wanted to check out and stuff.
kay so we got into the shakey boat to get to the NAVY ship
(pat was like feeling all unwelll cause she suffers from motion sickness...)
when we got onto the NAVY ship
we were greeted by a few navy people and we climbed like ENDLESS STEEP STAIRS!
UP DOWN UP DOWN
MY SKIRT ALL FLY UP ALR LA!SO STEEP MANO!
THE NAVY PERSON BELOW GET TO SEE LIKE EVERYTHING IF WE WERENT CAREFULK ENOUGH!
hoho so we went to the bottom deck,1st deck,2nd deck,3rd deck and 4th deck.
we checked out where they sleep,the systems and stuffs.
pretty cool
we rested in a room and pat me and clo decided to take pictures!
so we asked a navy guy who was standing conviently there to take a shot with us.[keep as memory ya know((:]
ans clo claimed thats hes our first hottie we met so far.
okay so thats our first and counting!
later we we left the place and as we walkked out of that room,there was this guy standing at the step on a stairs above us,GOSH yes, hes hot too!
i guess hes a malay, so he is declared our hottie no.2!
then later we walked through rooms and walkways and ended up passing this 'mahjong' room(as described by clo) and yes thats where we spotted hottie no. 3!
hoho at the 2nd last hottie of the day was spotted when we were leaving the ship,he helped clo put on her floating thing(however you call it la!)(clo claimed hes cute,but me and pat thinks he is NOT.whats with clo's tastes?haha)
so yup
we went back to the 'shore' and OHOHOH!
this is really the ultimate i tell you!
he is the best looking one of all!
hes tanned,a little burnt and tall,looked sstrong built and hes got the looks mano.

after we reached on shore,we finally can take off our HEAVY floating thing.
and we were al so tired by all the climbing of stairs and we straight away sat down and ate the food the army ppl ate.
they were giving out small portions for the public to try and this uncle whom we were sharing the table with was like,' go go go try the food, just go get a little.GOOOOOOO' he was like forcing us to get it so haha so got it in the end.
what a cute uncle..hoho

oh and through this outing i began to like my chinese teacher more
oh and miss indran too!
shes like all so friendly and fun during the trip, so different from when she caught my belt twice..
i think lao shi is pretty okay,i hope the class wont dislike her so much..

okay thats pretty alot more to say but im too lazy and tired to type so yeah.
thats for now.
guna watch TV((:

oh and darn my plans for tmr is ruined!
cause joanne cant accompany me to swim!
rahh, nvm.
i will try to study.TRY

2005-08-12T21:17:00.001+08:00

OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS ME!
today was definitely one of the BEST excursions i ever went before!
HOHOOHOHO is like we went for a carnival at marina south
then we only get to go for the total defence part of the carnival
at first i pretty dread to go for this stupid thing and even wanted to pon school today but got dance la so no choice.
BUT THANK GOD MANO!
i went and of course i had a WONDERFUL TIME(((:
first when we got there,we freaking walk a LONG distance to get into the ship queue to get to the NAVY ship.'
and on the way there saw pretty alot of my A* B*** G*(clo and my 2/2 mates knows this..)
hoho its like everywhere i turn they are there!
cause i think guys in uniform are really a turn on as in depending on whether yo look good in it or what la.(army or police uniform, not school uniform!)
so yeah my eyes feasted on all the guys backs and fronts which i cant see their faces as im shortsighted(damn!)
but i guess they werent that hot only until we got to the navy ship, we get to see nicer looking ones!(HOHOHOOHOHOH)

at first we were all DREADING IT AS IN REALLY DIDNT WANT TO GO TAKE THE BOAT RIDE
because it takes up 2 hours, and we thought we are gona spend it all on the boat.
but HOHO NO!
we went to this UBER UBER COOL SHIP
ohmygoodness,its like really what i wanted to check out and stuff.
kay so we got into the shakey boat to get to the NAVY ship
(pat was like feeling all unwelll cause she suffers from motion sickness...)
when we got onto the NAVY ship
we were greeted by a few navy people and we climbed like ENDLESS STEEP STAIRS!
UP DOWN UP DOWN
MY SKIRT ALL FLY UP ALR LA!SO STEEP MANO!
THE NAVY PERSON BELOW GET TO SEE LIKE EVERYTHING IF WE WERENT CAREFULK ENOUGH!
hoho so we went to the bottom deck,1st deck,2nd deck,3rd deck and 4th deck.
we checked out where they sleep,the systems and stuffs.
pretty cool
we rested in a room and pat me and clo decided to take pictures!
so we asked a navy guy who was standing conviently there to take a shot with us.[keep as memory ya know((:]
ans clo claimed thats hes our first hottie we met so far.
okay so thats our first and counting!
later we we left the place and as we walkked out of that room,there was this guy standing at the step on a stairs above us,GOSH yes, hes hot too!
i guess hes a malay, so he is declared our hottie no.2!
then later we walked through rooms and walkways and ended up passing this 'mahjong' room(as described by clo) and yes thats where we spotted hottie no. 3!
hoho at the 2nd last hottie of the day was spotted when we were leaving the ship,he helped clo put on her floating thing(however you call it la!)(clo claimed hes cute,but me and pat thinks he is NOT.whats with clo's tastes?haha)
so yup
we went back to the 'shore' and OHOHOH!
this is really the ultimate i tell you!
he is the best looking one of all!
hes tanned,a little burnt and tall,looked sstrong built and hes got the looks mano.

after we reached on shore,we finally can take off our HEAVY floating thing.
and we were al so tired by all the climbing of stairs and we straight away sat down and ate the food the army ppl ate.
they were giving out small portions for the public to try and this uncle whom we were sharing the table with was like,' go go go try the food, just go get a little.GOOOOOOO' he was like forcing us to get it so haha so got it in the end.
what a cute uncle..hoho

okay thats pretty alot more to say but im too lazy and tired to type so yeah.
thats for now.
guna watch TV((:

oh and darn my plans for tmr is ruined!
cause joanne cant accompany me to swim!
rahh, nvm.
i will try to study.TRY

2005-08-12T21:17:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS ME!
today was definitely one of the BEST excursions i ever went before!
HOHOOHOHO is like we went for a carnival at marina south
then we only get to go for the total defence part of the carnival
at first i pretty dread to go for this stupid thing and even wanted to pon school today but got dance la so no choice.
BUT THANK GOD MANO!
i went and of course i had a WONDERFUL TIME(((:
first when we got there,we freaking walk a LONG distance to get into the ship queue to get to the NAVY ship.'
and on the way there saw pretty alot of my A* B*** G*(clo and my 2/2 mates knows this..)
hoho its like everywhere i turn they are there!
cause i think guys in uniform are really a turn on as in depending on whether yo look good in it or what la.(army or police uniform, not school uniform!)
so yeah my eyes feasted on all the guys backs and fronts which i cant see their faces as im shortsighted(damn!)
but i guess they werent that hot only until we got to the navy ship, we get to see nicer looking ones!(HOHOHOOHOHOH)

at first we were all DREADING IT AS IN REALLY DIDNT WANT TO GO TAKE THE BOAT RIDE
because it takes up 2 hours, and we thought we are gona spend it all on the boat.
but HOHO NO!
we went to this UBER UBER COOL SHIP
ohmygoodness,its like really what i wanted to check out and stuff.
kay so we got into the shakey boat to get to the NAVY ship
(pat was like feeling all unwelll cause she suffers from motion sickness...)
when we got onto the NAVY ship
we were greeted by a few navy people and we climbed like ENDLESS STEEP STAIRS!
UP DOWN UP DOWN
MY SKIRT ALL FLY UP ALR LA!SO STEEP MANO!
THE NAVY PERSON BELOW GET TO SEE LIKE EVERYTHING IF WE WERENT CAREFULK ENOUGH!
hoho so we went to the bottom deck,1st deck,2nd deck,3rd deck and 4th deck.
we checked out where they sleep,the systems and stuffs.
pretty cool
we rested in a room and pat me and clo decided to take pictures!
so we asked a navy guy who was standing conviently there to take a shot with us.[keep as memory ya know((:]
ans clo claimed thats hes our first hottie we met so far.
okay so thats our first and counting!
later we we left the place and as we walkked out of that room,there was this guy standing at the step on a stairs above us,GOSH yes, hes hot too!
i guess hes a malay, so he is declared our hottie no.2!
then later we walked through rooms and walkways and ended up passing this 'mahjong' room(as described by clo) and yes thats where we spotted hottie no. 3!
hoho at the 2nd last hottie of the day was spotted when we were leaving the ship,he helped clo put on her floating thing(however you call it la!)(clo claimed hes cute,but me and pat thinks he is NOT.whats with clo's tastes?haha)
so yup
we went back to the 'shore' and OHOHOH!
this is really the ultimate i tell you!
he is the best looking one of all!
hes tanned,a little burnt and tall,looked sstrong built and hes got the looks mano.

after we reached on shore,we finally can take off our HEAVY floating thing.
and we were al so tired by all the climbing of stairs and we straight away sat down and ate the food the army ppl ate.
they were giving out small portions for the public to try and this uncle whom we were sharing the table with was like,' go go go try the food, just go get a little.GOOOOOOO' he was like forcing us to get it so haha so got it in the end.
what a cute uncle..hoho

okay thats pretty alot more to say but im too lazy and tired to type so yeah.
thats for now.
guna watch TV((:

oh and darn my plans for tmr is ruined!
cause joanne cant accompany me to swim!
rahh, nvm.
i will try to study.TRY

2005-08-11T23:50:00.000+08:00

oh my GOODNESS!
what happened to my blog????!?!??!
the tagboard isnt mine when i checked iin to see my tags,its like they are ALL gone!
those tags werent mine!!!it had some people saying what the web very useful
and blah blah blah
so i had to change my tagboard.
hoho temporally?or maybe i will settle for this..
hoho dont know la.
tmr!outing to carnival at Marina dont know what
alrighto thats all i have to head back to bed.
dead tired

2005-08-09T11:47:00.000+08:00

ho i just realised that i havent post a single post on DANCEAMANIA
okay its really outdated already but i have nothing better to do so yeah.
okay so i choreographed for greenhouse lowersec with ruiwen(thankyou RUIWEN)
oh and i really thank god i have those bunch of green house lower sec for danceamania.those girls were so easy to work with,FUN LOVING OBEDIENT((: CUTE FAST LEARNERS OF COURSE AND LASTLY GOOOD POTIENTIAL DANCERS!
they were really awesome to work with,LOVE THOSE ADORABLE PRETTY JUNIORS(:
oh michele isnt a junior but hoho shes all of the above anyway.

alrighto going for lunch and next up is SPIKENARDZ

did it occur to you that i cant wait for you to just fade off from my sight,
i want to drum!

2005-08-06T09:04:00.000+08:00

HONOURS DAY!!
hoho had honours day performance yesterday
FUN AND EXCITING MAN!
okay so we get off from class at 1005 then later went t eat recess,make our costumes at dance studio then dance a little.
at about 12 we set off to HDB hub
but before we board the bus,we were told to carry a carton of mineral water.
since everybdy was rushing and i was the nearest to it so i volunteered la.
at first carry it to the bus was fine but when i came to the part when i have to get into the bus,i was totally weak la!
super heavy,couldnt even get up at all hoho.
funny, and pettie germsy have to help me.
okay then after we reached the place,we clo and sarah helped to carry the 3 carton of water.
ho DAMN HEAVY LA!
clo andd i was like running,quickly get over and done with it.
so we slacked there and did rehearsal twice,twice we screw up and we were v jin zhang that we will screw up on stage for the real thing.
ho but luckily we didnt la.
although the crowd wasnt really very enthu and lively but...
nonetheless it turned out great,i think
hoho did one or two mistakes la.
but still at least there were people who were pleased with our performance!

hoho!ah song is back,cant wait to see his BEAUTIFUL HEAADDD
hoho,betcha its guna be 'HOT' mano!

2005-07-25T19:19:00.000+08:00

school was as usual today hoho,
so freaking stressed out by all the projects and deadlines.
sciene,art,EP,english,maths test and science test gosh,im so lagging.
okay guna go back to the books.
cant wait for friday mano!
will be seeing my dearest ah kor(maybe only)
and hoho of course drama night!

i miss my stupid face,good siti,smack-able head.
to put it simply i miss ah song,dear bro!

oh god give me strength mano,for im falling and without your help,
i wont ever rise again

2005-07-23T00:15:00.000+08:00

went for spikenardz today!
we made earrings!!
i like joanne's earring,its like oh-so-beautiful hoho!
hoho,i think mine's not bad also la.but still prefer joanne's oh and jingyi's!
hoho,best of all that i liked was CYNTHIA'S BLAKC BRACELET!
ITS SO TOPSHOP LA,DAMN NICE.
spikenardz sharing,food,d.i.y stuffs and fellowship was great!
i'm so lovin' it hoho.

okay,so my new hobbie is making my own earrings and stuffs!
guna buy those materials with joanne then make our own hoho.
then can sell huh!
can create your own designs and stuffs,make and sell hoho.
can give your friends too!
HOHO,EXCITING.

oh and dearest joanne is staying over at my house today!
hoho,oh and my ah song is in tekong now.
with his new 'nice,cool' haircut.
hoho,cant wait to see him in his new look la!
hoho must be suffering inside now,good luck mano!

past few days has been pretty good i guess,for at least dance is hoho.
trinaqi is FUN AND COOL!
learnt floorwork and cool steps, we finished the black eyed peas song
next week is another song already,and hoho we are supposed to elect sexy dancers.
and of course that would go to JOTHI,isabel,sonia and all those bimbos la!
haha,if only D-I-ON is in hiphop,whoa then CONFIRM HUNRED PERCENT SHES IN THE SEXY DANCE HOHO.
okay so tmr,health and wealth day at school.
but cannot make it to sell satay for dance la.
got ta go to juice house for project!
hoho,i love her ((:

i only ask for you to be more sensitive,even that seems impossible.

2005-07-14T21:45:00.000+08:00

okay,over the week,it was monotonous......
but saturday was great!
birthday celebration with songlee and joanne!
oh they two are so sweet!
gave me three surprises!
love them!
hoho.
THANKYOU FOR YOUR SWEET ACTS.
IT MEANT ALOT TO ME.

okay,over the week,all blah blah blah.
sleepy,sleepy,sleepy.
oh!yday,trinaqi.
gosh!
didi hasten the pace and i couldnt keep up!
she taught us more difficult steps and shes faster now!
gosh,im so slow!!!!
stupid me as usual.
hoho,tomorrow danceamania practice!
hoho,so scared la!
hope they wont notice how nervous i am.
pray that it will turn out good.
alriight,off to sleep..
tiring day at clo's house know.

2005-07-09T11:41:00.000+08:00

I LOVE JAY,EDISON AND SHAWN!!
OH MY GOOOOODNESSS,INITIAL D WAS UBER COOLIOS PLEASE!
IM FALLEN IN LOVE WITH JAY CHOU HUNDREEEED TIMES MOREEEE!
HE IS SUPER SUPER SUPER CUTE AND COOL,
EDDDISOOOOOON AND SHAWNN!
OMG,WAS SWOOONING OVER THIER HANDSOME-NESS AND ITS SERIOUSLY UBER COOL.
MUSIC WAS DMAN NICE TOO!
JAY CHOU;S NEW TRACKS!
GOSH ROCKS LA.
REALLY VERY NICE,SO LIKE HIM.
HOHO,
ME AND SHIN WAS LIKE OH THATS COOL,OH THATS CUTE THROUGHTOUT THE MOVIE,SOMETHING LIKE THAT
SWEAR IM GONNA WATCH IT AGAIN,WITH AH CLO AND AH PAT!
BET THEY WILL LOVVEEEEEEEEEE IT!
I LOVE JAY,EDSION AND SHAWN!!!!

2005-07-06T19:24:00.000+08:00

A friend is he who always knows
When the cold wind of trouble blows
Who comes in dark and stormy night
With friendship's glowing lamp alight
A true friend stays true to the end

2005-07-06T19:09:00.000+08:00

MONDAY
went tanning with joanne,teresa,mel and me.hoho
oh so sweet mel got me a nice purrrrple bikini for my birthday!
THANKYOU CHOO!
oh,sorry girls,i took damn long.
so long that we didnt got tan in the end.
hoho,sorry!
dont worry still got this saturday!
tanning at??????
toa payoh swimming complex.hoho quite retarded so made it smallllerrr.
LOVE YOU MY THREE NINPOUS(:
AH MEL,NINPOU ONE
AH JO,NINPOU TWO
AH TE,NINPOU THREE
BONNIE,NINPOU FOUR
THATS MAKES US....
THE NINPOUS(((:

tusday
school was dreading,
really dreading.
LITERATURE HUH,tired like siao,wanted to sleep so bad,my head keeps falling.hoho
in the end,didnt hand the stupid chinese thing again.
oh oh oh,went suntec and dine at nydc,
hoi hoi hoi!i saw a VERY NICE GREEN LONG BOHO SKIRT AT MANGO!
GOSH,IT WAS DAMN BEAUTIFUL I SWEAR.

today
didnt hand in the chinese thing today either
went for dance but realise there is NO dance.
oh chloe what retards we are.
hoho,okay off to do CHINSEE project,yuck

2005-07-03T22:17:00.000+08:00

FRIDAY
okay,it was youth day celebration and i started the day off with meeting porkychloe at tpy
and she was wearing my green top!
hahas..then later at school,up the slope we saw mr soon!
we said hi to him but he was like,who are you?
so yeah we just laughed laughed and walked away.
okay so next was mass,gosh mr armstrong sang!
HE IS FRIKKIN CUTE AND ADORABLE I SWEAR!
many people were like laughing but me and chloe was saying his voice is darn cute!
okay,next back to classroom
we got our so called door gift and head down to the food stakks and disco.
at the disco,MR RASSHID!
he is soooooooo cute la!
his laughter is the ulitmate la!
hahas..he is damn joke,pat me and chloe had a great time laming around with him

after school!we head off to bugis and i saw the bik i like in topshop!
hoho,then later we went to chloe's house to watch honey and new police story.
HONEY WAS HOT,new police story was kinda boring cause i watched it like a thousand times already; but daniel wu is still hot (:
hoho

OKAY!
dinner at oriental hotel!
GOSH GOSH GOSH!!
THE DESERTS THERE I DECLARE IS THE BEST YOU CAN EVER GET.
IS LIIKE THEY HAVE TREEEEEEEE NOT ONE BUT THREEE FLOWING CHOCOLATE FOUNTAINSSSSSS!!!!
ONE MILK CHOC,ONE WHITE CHOC AND DARK CHOC!
SISTERS AND I HAVE A GREAT TIME FOOLING AROUND AND PIGGING OUT AT THE FOUNTAIN OF CHOCOLATEEEE!
THE FOOD SELECTION THERE WAS APLENTY LA!
ATE TILL I ALMOST BURST.
HOHO.

later we went from marina to suntec to catch war of the worlds
but we got lost,me,law and sophia.
we walked a whole lot and looked a lot like idiots walking in circles before reaching suntec.
and i almost got hit by a bus,hoho how stupid.
hahas..okay war of the worlds.
the effects are FAB but my sisters said it was plotless and it ended kinda stupidly,with no answers to how the aliens actually perished and stuff.
but yeah overall i think it was good.
and the frikking girl is definitely a irritant and a good screamer.
but also a great actress for her age.

OHOHOHOH!AND YES,FOR THE FIRST TIME LAWRENCE LEE,MY COUSIN
GAVE ME A BIRTHDAY PRESENT!
ITS A NICE PEARL NECKLACE.
HOHO,THANKYOU!

quit telling me what to do when you dont get the full picture yet,
sometimes you should get the facts right brfore reprimanding or correcting me.
but then again i thank you for your concern.

2005-06-29T18:05:00.000+08:00

if only you could be more sensitive,
showing me more love and affection
but as usual you always turn away
i was there when you needed someone,
but where were you when i needed you?

you try to guess who was the one who hurt me,
but actually its just you,the one right beside me.
the pretentious you.
fake ass bugger shit head one.

2005-06-29T17:42:00.000+08:00

HULLOHULLO HULLOHULLO
FRIDAY:YOUTH DAY CELEBRATION; MY BIRTHDAY (:

monday school start ah!
so sian and TIRED throughout the WHOLE day.
and that lao shi made me the stupid person who calk QI LI,XING LI.
wha piang,so retard la.
but im doing it anyway.

TUESDAY
DANCE MEETING!
hiphop on everywednesday!!!
yay yay yay!!!
hahas..
D-I-ON is in tappppp dancing!!
and me and chloeeee aere still in the hipp hoppp.

alright,today!
WENG WENG LAOSHI TREATED US PIZZZZZZZZA!
although it wasnt alot,it was good eating with my 'concubines (:
hahas.

2005-06-24T14:07:00.000+08:00

JAYCHOU,EDISON AND SHAWN ARE MY EYECANDIES THANKYOU

cant wait till next week,
watch initial d with my darling sisters!
on my birthdday!!

okay okay, pray this is so going to work.
please let me out today!!

anyway world,
KAKASHI IS SUPER SHUAI(:

2005-06-23T11:18:00.000+08:00

HULLOALL,
today's plan to hang out with chloe and di has failed,again
all because of my mother la!
ughr,qisuren one..

so i woke up this morning,
first thing i saw was polar.
so i brought him down for a nice walk,
he peeed and shit,
not bad.

OHOHOHOHOH!
PEOPLE!!!
GO,GO,GO WATCH INITIAL D..
ITS OUT TODAY!!!
I GARANTEE A GOOD SHOW(:
JAYCHOU,EDISON,SHAWN ROCKS(((:
SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR..
GET YOUR TICKETS NOWWWWW!!!
HEH...

2005-06-20T20:41:00.000+08:00

pretty skirt, nice tops, pretty skirts, nice tops

is like since ages since i smelt the air in town,
heh..sound a bit exxagertaing but i havent been out for a long time.
chloe understands that..
hahas..

alright, went out with my family today,
for lunch
then later to shopping in town with sisters and mom.
today was solely shopping for my mother,
so we youngsters didnt get anything in the end.

so when we came home around evening today,
my dear oh so-cute polar,danced and jumped in circles to ying jie us(:
awww how lovable my pretty girl is!
love her more and more everyday

yesterday
went bugis with mel and joanne,
bought a nice pair of earrings!
and a brown top!
oh we accomapnied melissa to give her sister,melina a hair cut at de elements..
not bad, at least it look different..
haha.

2005-06-18T00:00:00.000+08:00

been watching naruto lately,
addiction man.
gosh its really bad i tell you,
cause you to fall deeeperrr and deeeeperrrr
and in the end neglect all your frikking piled up hmwk!
yes,i havent started..
but dont worry i will!
hmwk sian ah!

SPIKENARDS!
went for girls ministry thing thing today..
one word to describe,
FABULOUS(:
food was great, good fellowship and i got my nails done by cynthia!
THANKYOU SO MUCH(:
now they are nice and pretty((:
cant stop smiling(((((:
oh and cynthia she got her top from bugis at only 10 bucks!!!!!!!!
im so going to get it!

2005-06-16T17:59:00.000+08:00

found a white dog with my cousin recently..
and now its mine(:
its super cute..white fur..looks exactly like a polar bear,
so we called him polar..
actually i wanted pom pom,
but he is used to polar already..

took him to the vet and grooming today,
poor little thing struggled through the process..
hahas but he is nice smelling and health now(:
LOVE HIM TO BITS..

MONDAY
stayed over at joanne's on sunday,
it was her 17 birthday!
oh my sweetie darling!
surprised her white a white cake and a dumpling
hahas...
had bbq and played sillie games with mel..

TUESDAY
fell sick and went to see the doctor...
felt so terrible,
on and off fever..
like going to die lidat,
stayed home the whole day and watched naruto..
addicted to it already la..
hahas